October 2011
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bloodandthunderp asked: I know I'm a total stranger, but I'd just wanted to let you know that I'm here if you need to vent or anything. I lost a close friend to suicide too, and I know it's one of the hardest things to go through.
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losing Rachel
uh so this is what I’ve written to read at the memorial . I suck . I used to be so much more “poetic” but I don’t write enough anymore and it’s just frustrating because it never turns out how I want it to and now I just don’t even want to read this because I feel like it’s not good enough and I hate public speaking and just anxietyyyy uhg :( I also feel...
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September 2011
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brb living off of grilled cheese and cinnamon toast crunch 4eva~~
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oh my god
I just got prescribed sleeping pills today , and I’m reading the info sheet on it , and it says you may do things during the night that you don’t remember such as: driving a car , making and eating food , talking on the phone , having sex , and sleep-walking .
lololol what .
also I didn’t do all the things I planned today but it’s okay , I decided only I can make myself...
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playlist
for Rachel’s memorial . I think it’s supposed to be played at the beginning , I was told to pick out like five songs .
Such Great Heights - Iron and Wine
Skinny Love - Bon Iver
Honey Honey - Feist
Lovely Bloodflow - Baths
Lemonade - CocoRosie
Is that good ? I don’t know . I tried to pick out some songs that reminded me of her and that were also appropriate (like.....
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how do you write
about your dead best friend .
I’m trying to find words but honestly I’ve barely tried .
So far I have some slightly poetic phrases that vaguely talk about grief .
I need to have something by Sunday . I am actually so uncomfortable with reading something at the memorial but I feel like I should be one of the speakers . By far one of the hardest things I’ll ever have to write .
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i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul
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