haha today in therapy we mostly talked about statistics because I was rly stressed out about my homework and my therapist is obviously a psychologist so she had to take stats too and she made me feel way less anxious about it. the only reason I’m even taking it is because I’m going into psychology. it sucks but she said it would get easier or at least more applicable and easier to understand.
ughhh have a rly bad headache but already took a painkiller today :( but now I can’t really do homework so like….. might just go to bed idk. tomorrow I have to get up, go to therapy, catch the end of my math teacher’s study session, then maybe go to math path to finish my homework.. gotta finish my psych assignment by midnight too. buuuut liiiiike I feel like shit n kinda just wanna die :/
sooo like today after I went to the dentist I walked to school with Chris so he could drop something off for his financial aid, and then I just felt like I was crashing like I could barely walk I was so tired and felt like shit. I think it’s the change in my meds but seriously fuck chronic fatigue it’s so incapacitating I was like crying trying to walk down the street. at least I just wrote about half of my psych assignment that’s due tomorrow at midnight. I have a lot of math to do too and my teacher is doing an in-person homework questions/help/study sesh tomorrow (it’s an online class) but I have therapy at almost the same time :( trying to get my appointment moved up an hour so I can go to both but idk. might just have to try and catch the last 20-30 minutes of math help. oh also today Chris and I basically witnessed someone shoplifting at this little boutique store, I felt so bad for the woman working there like she confronted this kinda grungy looking lady whose backpack was stuffed full and she was like let me check your bag I think you stole some stuff because all these hangers are empty, and she threatened to call the police but then the shoplifter just left the store and we didn’t know what to do :/ she didn’t call the cops or anything, idk if we should’ve tried to stop her or take her picture or something but it kinda just happened suddenly right after we walked in. the shopkeeper said she was scared bc she didn’t know if the other lady had a weapon or something like maybe she would get hurt if she tried to stop her from leaving. ugh. it’s been a weird fucking day I don’t even know. I can’t wait for this week to just be over tbh.
liiiiiike whyyyy am I so tired tho :(
yoooo I’m mad I just did some homework for my online class and went to save my answers (because you can save and go back to it later) and the server crashed or some shit and now it’s just fucking up… I mean I only did like a third of the problems so if it didn’t save I can redo it but man.. maybe I’ll call their tech support tomorrow this is bullshit :/
really wish I had the whole day off tomorrow but I gotta go to the freakin dentist :| I’ve had Things To Do every day this week! and friday is no exception either. I gotta get all my homework done tho because we’re going to 2 shows this weekend and it’s easter and 4/20 (lol) so I most definitely will not be sitting at home working.
fuuuuuck I need to do homework I don’t wannaaa. but I didn’t get anything done yesterday so I have to do some…. I’m just so tired this week for some reason idk :/ maybe it’s cuz I reduced the prednisone again. I should stay on 7.5 for another week but I really wanna go down to 5……
probably gonna keep online browsing without buying anything bc I shouldn’t spend money but I want things…….